Rindu

I insist to know how will she react when i said i want to get married, or how busy she would be when i said i wanted to make lil ceremony at her place. I'm that desprate to know how sad she would be seeing someone has taken her daughter away from her. And thats why aku takde niat nak kawen. I dont get to see it anyway. Aku rindu mak. Yes. BADLY! I may sound selfish but seriously, the affection is diffrent from mama and mak. I want to know how mama will react too of course but i'm insist to see mak as well. Idk, maybe i just missed to see her. I miss mak and its killing me!