sedih...pelik....

hurmmm..
mcm ne nk ckp..
abg angkat aq 3org x wish bufday aq...
sedih tau x...
adiah apetah lg....
mmg 1 pon x dpt..
kek pon x dpt tau...
hurmm..
mcm ni la hidup aq...
i am nobody to anybody...

lg 1..
aq xtau npe..'kalo aq bce blog owg spt nisa or qin..
msti aq nk nanges...
ngok glew...
huhuhuhuhu..kowang cite kesah kowang aq yg trase..

talk about qiffays..
aq xtau npe aq xleyh nk ilng dye..
mksd aq lpe dye..
dlm buku conteng aq je b'lambak2 ngn nme dye jew...
aaaa~! cian dye demam....

ari 2..ari after kputusan teknik kuar 2...
aq hampir nanges kat skola coz teddybear yg capik bg kat aq ilang..
bkn ilang tp t'cicir senanyer....
tp kwn2 aq yg pndai nie...
sje xnk gtau aq..
smpai la aq da nk nanges bwu dorang bg balek....
vdo!! sedih aq ngok!!!
da la capik nk pndh..dowang wat mcm nie plak kat aq...
kowang x syg aq eh??!!!
ngek tol!
sobs...sobs...

time bufday..
ebal owg 1st yg wish aq..tepat pkul 12:01 mlm 19 jan..
hahahaha..thanx eball..
patu eka.....& rmai lg...
happy la jgk...
smpai mek wish aq mlm 2...
dye ckp dye pon nk pinda skola..
weh!! ko kwn aq yg plg rpt...
xsanggop la nk pisah ngn ko....
spe lg yg nk 1 kpale ngn aq lg.. =((
aq da start pkir nk kuar skola gak..
xmo duk skola 2....
coz capik ngn mek nk pinda..
so, aq pon nk pinda..
even x skull yg sme..
aq sedih la.....
npe kne pisah??!!

aq mcm ilang p'timbangan dri jew....
nisa tlong...qin tlong...
aq perlukan tmpt ngadu...
aaa~!
kdg2 aq pkir..
maybe x lame lg kowt...
kdg2 la...
ntah npe aq tesion sgt...
sobs..sobs...

aq nk amek seni la..tambahan....ngn p'dgngan....
2 pon kalo x pinda teknik...
kal pinda teknik aq pg je la kowt....
i've thinking about this lately....
& i need sumone....who can really calm me down..
ssh nk dpt org yg bleyh 2.. =((
aq nk bf!! tp aq xmo!!
aq pon xtau la....
org yg lyk wat mse nie...qiffays jew...
tp dye da laen...xmcm dlu lg...='(
npe la idop aq mcm nie...
full of tears.....
juz bit of it is happiness....